REPENT

I was comatose,
Your spark gave me life,
I the critical patient,
You the surgeon’s knife.

Summers come and winters go,
But need for you holds on,
I built on you my rock,
And I crumble when you’re gone.

I am a yacht without the wind,
I am a night rainbow,
I am becalmed in darkness,
Now I miss you so.

My heart sends your face through my blood,
Hoping to find you in my eyes,
The image of you reaches my brain,
And my loneliness dies.

In your company I feel alone,
Alone I breathe in hell,
My thoughts lie with you at night,
To keep you safe and well.

Loosing freedom weighs light,
If scaled against loosing you,
I need to give you all you want,
Through the things I am and do.

Hobbies, games and many things,
Escapism from time allotted,
When in my mind I lie with you,
And in you am besotted.

Every day is suicide,
Enslave my heart my heart,
Time without you moves along,
And breaks my world apart.