To me you were perfection
Your passion seeps through my viens and becomes part of my very being
I feel alive when im with you and dead when im not
Like a ghost slipping through the surface of time, but not really there
I yearn for your touch like a hunger deep within
A sickness breeds in me when your not around
A hopeless folly of self distruction consumes my very being
I love you so much that it hurts being with you
For i know you dont feel the same and never will
We were too alike and yet so far apart to realise the truth
You will never truely be mine
Therefore i must let you go.
I was comatose,
Your spark gave me life,
I the critical patient,
You the surgeon's knife.
Summers come and winters go,
But need for you holds on,
I built on you my rock,
And I crumble when you're gone.
I am a yacht without the wind,
I am a night rainbow,
I am becalmed in darkness,
Now I miss you so.
My heart sends your face through my blood,
Hoping to find you in my eyes,
The image of you reaches my brain,
And my loneliness dies.
In your company I feel alone,
Alone I breathe in hell,
My thoughts lie with you at night,
To keep you safe and well.
Loosing freedom weighs light,
If scaled against loosing you,
I need to give y
Oh what is that sound. I search in the dark. My senses locked in this inner tomb. The sounds of fear and love melt together in my mind. Fusing the pain to rest and stop, stop and fall. I can sense it but not really feel what's there. For what's there is only a little above my head, yet far beyond my present mind.
We dream of horrors. Fantasies of the mind. Reality is safe. Reality is false. Reality will not help us. Come rip this burden from my mind. I am not who I said I was. I Am not who you think. Will never reach the state where I belong. Relate to me. Yet never assume you feel what I feel. Lets create a bond of understanding.
Teach me
Imagine a Yacht,
It is becalmed on a still ocean.
The sky is cloudy and the water is dark.
It must have wind to give it life.
It must have sunshine to make it shine.
Without wind it cannot live, though it can exist.
Without sunshine it is dark and un-noticed.
I am a yacht.
You are my wind and my sunshine.
I love you.
To me you were perfection
Your passion seeps through my viens and becomes part of my very being
I feel alive when im with you and dead when im not
Like a ghost slipping through the surface of time, but not really there
I yearn for your touch like a hunger deep within
A sickness breeds in me when your not around
A hopeless folly of self distruction consumes my very being
I love you so much that it hurts being with you
For i know you dont feel the same and never will
We were too alike and yet so far apart to realise the truth
You will never truely be mine
Therefore i must let you go.
Sing My Song Of Love And Woe by juliet, literature
Literature
Sing My Song Of Love And Woe
I sing a song of love and woe,
for every life there is some love.
But for every love there is some woe.
In the hidden depths of my own soul,
I dream sweet sorrows,
love must come from thee.
But i in time must come to learn
that my true love will never yeild.
Til Neptunes oceans reach the skys,
Then lovers love will never die.
Walking down an endless corridor, with my head held low.
Faces pass me like darkened clouds.
I think not, i see not, i feel not.
In my deepest desires i kill those faces.
I have no shame, for i am what i am.
The feeling is burning inside me.
I am paralysed with this pain.
It makes me stiff with fear.
It is rising now, and surely seeping through my viens.
This part of the heart that we feel such emotion.
If we could find the part which hold such sadness, we might tear it out from within us.
The pain is rising now.
It wont stop til i'm drained of all hope.
It becomes so intense that i no longer feel.
I step out of my body and observe,
the sorry sight that is me.
If we could turn sadness into joy,
I would make such a mighty sea of tears,tn fill my very being for eternity.
The tear drops that are the sweet morning dew on a pretty flower after the
Sweet silver madness fill me.
Fly to the heights of pure desire.
Live through me.
But love the child within me.
For in subconcious mind,
Scent seeps through my veins.
Dream for ever, your not alone.
The worlds brimming over,
With beautiful girls.
Every one is more precious than pearls.
Black girls with hair, in sixty eight patterns and twirls,
Laughing blonde lasses,
With tresses or curls.
The red head, the chestnut
The white and the gray.
The queen of december,
The queen of the may.
Indian girls with hair to the waist.
Girls full of life, the coy and the chaste.
Maidens with dimples,
Enchanting but shy.
Tomboys with freckles
And hair all awry.
But while we are schemimg, inconstant and all,
Boys can help falling in love with us all.
I loved my shadow last night.
As I moved and swayed,
And felt my body there without sight.
No presence of human existence.
Just me, myself there in the moonlight.
If only I could capture that feeling of solitude.
It could stay with me everlastingly.
Love comes in many forms.
But to feel the passion I desire,
I must take the durable journey.
Like the drug which does not come cheap.
I must labour and wait only to have it every week.
For me there must be friendship, then sweet love.
Although to feel the passion seep through me like a venom bite.
I must enter into the deep jungle night.
And without terror I must endure the wait.
And when that day comes,
I will be injected with a pure poison of passion so sweet.
That my soul rejoices as I fall deep into sleep.
I am content once more.
Lying bleeding on a heated floor.
Current Residence: Northern Ireland, Belfast Favourite genre of music: rnb, classical, gothic (depends on my mood) Favourite photographer: couldnt name one Favourite style of art: Gothic Operating System: ............... MP3 player of choice: Winamp Shell of choice: a nice furry round egg shell Wallpaper of choice: Gothic Style Skin of choice: sunkissed Favourite cartoon character: Mona the Vampire Personal Quote: The mind controls the things of this world and the truth holds the key.....
Favourite Visual Artist
Salvador Dali
Favourite Movies
Romeo and Juliet, fight club, dracula, american psycho
I have finally come to a point in my life where i am at peace with myself. i still have a long way to go but i feel happiness slowly seeping in. im beginning to surround myself with good people, rather than people who dont really care about me and just want to use me. i too feel that i am becoming more respectful of others and showing more compassion and love.
Things are not always how they appear to be on the surface. what appears to be good and right can actually be quite damaging to the soul. i have learnt this the hard way. I am truely blessed in my life. And i shall remind myself of this everytime i begin to feel low. as long as i have
:heart: inspired by my hate for the world i come to you in earnest about the many things in my life that i wish were done........
(I also give praise to the things that have been done)
:hug:
1) i wish that i was far away from here. receiving a thousand hugs from the ppl i love the most (you know who you are)
i wish to be held down with such an uncontrolable passion. sinking into the ground by a force that i neither love or hate.
a small embrace is all i ask to take, for it shall offer me comfort in the darkness of slumber. i am left suspended in the place of confusion. where only fools cry......
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:heart: inspired by my hate for the world i come to you in earnest about the many things in my life that i wish were done........
(I also give praise to the things that have been done)
1) i am glad to say that our play "us and them" its over. although i am only pleased in the sense that we have been given our marks for preformance. i wish we could do it all again :hug:
2) i wish that i was far away from here. receiving a thousand hugs from the ppl i love the most (you know who you are)
i wish to be held down with such an uncontrolable passion. sinking into the ground by a force that i neither love or hate.
a small embrace is all i ask t
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you know...i just noticed that you have not wrote a journal for years! but so yeah I came here to tell you that I got another DA acount for drawings. My other one is photoes. here is my new one