inspired by my hate for the world i come to you in earnest about the many things in my life that i wish were done........

(I also give praise to the things that have been done)



1) i wish that i was far away from here. receiving a thousand hugs from the ppl i love the most (you know who you are)
i wish to be held down with such an uncontrolable passion. sinking into the ground by a force that i neither love or hate.

a small embrace is all i ask to take, for it shall offer me comfort in the darkness of slumber. i am left suspended in the place of confusion. where only fools cry......




2) i wish to spill the seed of love and finally be......

WHO I AM, REALLY AM!!!!!!

my good and noble people, the mind is a powerful thing. and the things of the matter are no match against ones of a true heart. yet, they are equal and opposite forces, like death and life....

3) i wish to be surround by love forever......to look forward to passion that fools may not feel. and yet the wisest man may not feel everything there is to feel. but that which he does feel, he is not ignorant to know what the feeling is.

and one who is human or angel, demon or beast, does feel in their own degree....

4) (but not the last my any means)

ALL I WISH FOR is to talk of things that are of the heart. fond things



Tortured nightmares hold me tight in the night, when all feeling is gone. slipping into a land of honey coated pills which fill my mind with voices that sing beyond the deep. while i weep......